a stream of consciousness: free flow writing

Hi!

I am feeling curious and open. I want to share more about my inner workings. I don’t always write properly and often lack the knack for punctuation–I am not entirely from here.

Today is a big day. Why? You tell me. Actually, for real, I learn through your stories.

We just came out of the eclipse portal, solar eclipse in Taurus, Lunar in Scorpio. The Lunar eclipse in Scorpio is one that called to your primal nature. Saturn square the nodes– the places eclipses happen, drew a finger up your spine realigning your structures. Mercury is still pulling from old journals to understand where they are coming from. Piscean Mars, like a hot ember  in a sauna, creates steam with Neptune’s foggy, dreamy nature. Ha, don’t forget all this motherfucking Aries!!!  … Jup daddy is trying out Mar’s vintage motorcycle while Venus, dressed in red satin, eggs you on.

um. that’s a lot.

What are you molding with these forces? How do they all work together and where and who are they speaking to in your chart?

For me, I have the nodes in my 2nd and 8th houses, taurus rules the second and scorpio  the 8th. Taurus the bull and Scorpio the scorpion–the energies which hold the action. These nodes are also my natal nodes, the ones I was born under.

The 2nd house is the natural treasure we rest upon. It is the place of tangible gifts, ones we receive that sustain our lives and feed what needs to be nurtured. Air, water, nectar, food, we are so lucky.

The 8th house, is what the 2nd house creates throughout one’s lifetime. Entanglement, merging, sharing, going to a place that isn’t always comfortable but teaches us valuable lessons, where the layers fall off one by one. There’s gold here.

My Sun which is conjunct transiting Saturn in Aquarius in my 11th house, was squared by the eclipse. The 11th house is a place that holds many people, the one’s you invite to your bigger gatherings, where more is merrier. These are the places where connections light you up and expose you to different experiences. This place is collaborative and grows with you.

These events feel like they are reverberating through my story. I am approaching an old issue with a new state of awareness. I am no longer and yet– I am something new

Are we participating in writing our story? Do we dance with our fullness?

                                                           Playful entanglements.

Always remember that you are actively telling your story. Perhaps listen to it. Decide what is no longer the story, no longer a part of your narrative. See where there is room for more breath and delight. You are hatching from a chrysalis.

Mercury Retrograde in Gemini demonstrates that their flexibility is better than yours.

For me they are backing up through my 3rd and 2nd houses.

The 3rd house is where you rally with the folks around you. Where you sip tea during Sunday brunch. The familiarity of knowing where certain things grow. The baker with rosy cheeks whose friend’s with your grandmother. The words appearing on this page as I think them. The alter that holds your daily prayers.

The steadiness of true empowerment feels like compassionate clarity. There is no other option than to write new contracts that reflect present reality.

Jupiter in Aries, in my first house, guides me into remembering my autonomy. Venus is close by,  luring with her gaze because she stimulated by sitting in the sign of her lover.

Thank you for reading if you made it this far. My thoughts bounce but are all woven together and I appreciate you staying with them.

My wish, like a dandelion seed floating through the air, is that this stirred you.

my love,

B